I was told in jail don't show fear even as you are walking naked to the change room in the cellblock. We were riding in the van and the guy sitting next to me asked what I was in for.
I said," Embezzlement" He said," That is cool as long as you aren't going to prison for rape, or child molesting."
We stopped in front of the prison and were led out and taken to what is called the reception area.
A man came out and said," I am the warden Mr. Ramsey. I don't care about your broken homes or any other of your sob stories. All I am concerned about is keeping order behind these walls. You obey my rules we will get along and you don't you will be punished. You will not spit or assault me or the corrections officers. You will not steal and you will not murder in here or start a riot. You start a riot you will be sent to the Maximum Security immediately. Drugs and weapons here will not be tolerated. There will be random searches in your cell because that is the property of the state."
After that, we were told to strip naked and to put our clothes into and other possessions into an envelope and the guard puts our names on it and puts it away. We walked over and got our prison jumpsuits and white boxers. Then we were marched through the cell block and prisoners were hooting and hollering fresh meat and saying what they wanted to do to us and saying how they were going to fuck us like girls.
We got to another room and it was there that we started changing into our prison clothing.
I looked at the guy in front of me and I saw he was blubbering like a child and I thought to myself he will be claimed.
I got changed and waited on the bench and everybody got changed and the guy wiped the tears in his eyes.
The guard looked at his bloodshot eyes and said," You will be somebody's sissy in the next 72 hours."
The man said," Aren't you supposed to protect me?
The guard looked at his orders and said," You can request segregation but that will take time. We can't protect everybody all the time."
I got to my cell and the crying guy followed the guard with his head down me I just stared with intensity straight ahead but for the first time was scared to death.
I got into my cell and saw my cellmate had already claimed the top bunk which was fine with me and I pretty much ignored him.
After I put my bedding down he said," Looks like you need protection you are such a cute thing."
I paused but then put out a convincing laugh and said," I can handle myself and I a not going to do what you are thinking about doing."
He said," Nobody lives in here without friends."
Anyway, nothing else was said and we went to the chow hall. I sat down and everybody left but then a guy about my size sat down.
He said," My name is Rick and I am here for drug dealing,"
I said," My name is Chris embezzlement. Are you some guy's "friend"?
He laughed and said," No, every prison has an inmate that can you know get things. Can be drugs, extra cigarettes and the like I am one of those guys and I also teach in the prison school."
I said," My cellmate said nobody lives without friends."
He said," Well, they don't now the kind of friendship he wants is his "girlfriend."
I said," Is that what you are looking for?"
He laughed and said," I am not interested in that but you can be my partner."
I asked," Isn't that illegal?" He said," Nothing here is legal and also if a friend has killed somebody that deserves it take the shank and hide it. Oh, I know places and never ever take it to your cell."
I went to my cell and my cellmate said," He can't protect you like I can."
I said," Well, I am his partner do you want to hurt one of the guys who can get you things."
That night lights went out and that is when I heard it his scream.
It was the blubbering man and I know he was being fucked. After a couple of minutes, we heard him moan. I heard him moan for an hour and then his bunkmate whispered in his ear.
The guy yelled out," I live for cocks and I need a man's cock inside me all the time."
Everybody yelled," I love that little slut."
After he was done he said," Any man who wants to pay can fuck this cunt."
As I went to sleep little did I know I would be a part of a party I never wanted to be a part of.
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